Edited Stream of Consciousness.
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'I lack faith and therefore be happy I may not, because a man who risks to be afraid that his life is an absurd wandering towards a sure death cannot be happy.

I received in inheritance neither god, nor a given spot on earth from where I can draw the attention of a god: no one either legated me the well disguised fury of the skeptic, the Sioux guiles of the rationalist or the burning innocence of the atheist. So I dare not throw the stone neither at the one who believes in things which inspire me only doubt, nor at the one who cultivates his doubt as if it was not, just as well, surrounded with darkness.

This stone would hit me myself because I am well certain about one thing: the need of consolation that dwells within the human being is impossible to satisfy.'